Missing out sucks. . .

Hrmmm...holidays are dying down now, not much left to do or events happening. The YFC camp is currently on and i really wanted to visit, but can't cause no lift, got something else happening later in the evening and if i can't get a lift for then. . . i'm screwed and going to have to stay home and do nothing. . . T_T!!

FAR OUT!! the only chance i get to see the people i never get to see all the peeps from Ctown and FFLD peeps i rarely see *cough cough* and i miss out on the chance just to visit! ==" its been sooooOooOo long since i've ever experienced a camp. . . haven't had a joining camp since. . .late 'o6. don't remember the last camp we had ==" if only. . . variety night especially! =P that's what i've been missing the most!!! xD

oh well im sure everyone at the camp hads heaps of fun *nods* and they'd better have recorded variety night!! ALL OF IT!! xD

for people who didn't go to the camp recent camp [April 25-27] you missed out on quite alot! hehe. . . never fear i think we've got a camp coming up soon xD

Life changing...

OOFT. . . been almost a week since my last post...found that to be contributing to my short blogs =P...
WELL! starting of on Friday, start of our Retreat, which i soon found to be just amazing, eye opener and heart warming hehe... [i'm sure all the peeps hu went can agree with me on that.] To sum up the week it'd sound.
-Silence is beautiful.
-Adoration is humbling.
-[soz to ppl hu might get offended] YFC Australia is awesome xD
OTHER than all of that, heaps of fun fun fun, hu'd of thought boggle wud of been so damn fun?! and it gave birth to "LAO" LOLOLOL...iLAO, LAOwai, LAO way bro!, howz ur LAO life, i don't aLAO... LOLOLAOLAOLAO LMAOLMAO LAO LAO!! HAHAHHAHAHAHHAH!! lame i know! =="!!
also! kitchen games was awesome to the hardcore!! we played. . . BIG BOOTY, and "KITCHEN GAME" the pose one with a beat going with it. . . xD and BB. . .i lost once again. . . T_T my second time !! ARGH!! NEVER AGAIN SHALL I LOSE MY POSITION AS BIG BOOTY!! *pose*

ummm, serzly now though, the retreat was simply brilliant, before i could never sit still and always on the move and wat not, Adoration was like jus sitting still doing nothing in front of the Eucharist for an hour. . .it sounded daunting for me at first, and i felt very skittish sitting there trying to harden my resolve whilst sitting there. . . had to admit i didn't really want to be there. . . like i said to other people i felt as if Jesus tricked me with the time i said to myself "okay okay. . . only five more minutes, after that im gnna go outside. . ." five minutes past and i lost track of time from jus sitting there thinking of nothing. . . and thought. . ."hehe Jesus ur good, nice trick on the time! LOLOLAO!"

also!. . . recently hav been getin to know my already friends even better. . .very thankful for them and recent events. . . esp. carmelita, akita, binoy, tails, aika, pare, eman. even though a few mishaps have occurred i really want it to resolve in the end and i'm sure it will. . . all of em got big hearts xD...

ALSO. . . someone who's name i shall not mention i am in love with, i think she knows, i wish she does and i wanna let her know so much *tear*

"quotes are hard to think of. . .
they're not gnna b too often any more =P"

GEB-naman Ltd.™

Good Times!! xD

Maan!! today was damn awesome, started out really crappy though!! WOKE UP nice and early, and got ready to go M9 [not a high-way, but a laser tag place]. Just waiting at the bus stop, front of Heckenberg Public school, then it started rain lightly. . .soOooo walked back to my joint, not too far away, and got a random umbrella [YAY u might think] xD turns out! as i waited the damn umbrella's broke! ^%#&*$!! AND JUST WHEN I NEEDED IT!! ARRHGHGHG! BUT nevertheless made use of most of the umbrella, the parts that did manage to cover me from the rain! LOLOL. Waiting for the bus, in the rain, couldn't be that long could it??. . .naah it wasn't! the bus came round the corner. . . but as it rolled to my stop, freaking the sign changed to "NOT IN SERVICE". . . T_T T_T ARHGHGHGH!! WTF?! and just dove past me! ._. happened twice, two buses left me to dry, uuuh get wet. =P my point is!! WTF BUS DRIVERS!!. . .a kids in the rain, with a broken umbrella, NOT TO MENTION A "HELLO KITTY, BRIGHT PINK" UMBRELLA, gettin wet, and just staring at the bus driver. . . !@#$%!@%#!! STOP FOR THE CHILD[ME]!! =P

hehe, so it started off great *sarcasm*, worried i was late 15 mins. BUT this all turned around, got to city, teasing "each other" on the way to Darling Harbor, and just general bonding. . . awesome stuff. from crappy to good to damn right awesome!! M9 was the shiz yo! BANG! ZAP! DIE![no1 actually died, although some deserved to!] 3 games and 1 "free" game. . . pssht never even got it [Cheapy place. . . I WANT MY FREE GAME!! LOLOL]. got into the whole shooting other people, xD Team BINOY!! MOVE OUT!!. TEAM AIKA!! FOLLOW!! xD GG peeps !

maan this is gettin really long [blog]. but an eventful day calls for a large blog ey!. . .
Market city to get some food, and saw a chickly babe i.e Teeny Bopper. . . . . skank. . . . LOLOLOL. Carmelita got a bit rowdy trying to exact her revenge after receiving a death stare =P. serzly though, she looked alright [TB] but acted like such a skank, as if she could get any dude she wanted. . . pssht asif!! LOLOL. . .

and after all this, was home late. . .2 hours late, said i'd be home at 5, home at 7 xD. . . THOUGHT I WAS GONNA GET MURDERED!! LOLOLOL.
talked to my absolutely adorable niece from the Phils on the fone, she asked me: [already translated from tagalog]
Justine[my niece]:Kuya GIIIEEV!!, how come you didn't come to my birthday party!!"
GEB: OOH sorry ha!, i don't have any money!. . . go tell your dad he should send some money here so i can come there.
[Hear the fone fall to the floor and heard her footsteps running away and screaming "DADDY!!!!!" LOLOLOLOLOL!!] then my ate picked up the fone and i gave it back to my mum. . . THE END!! xD KAWAII JUSTINE!! xD

"Friends are like wedgies. . .
when you pick out the right ones,
it feels just right"

GEB-naman Ltd.™

Holidays are gay. . . with exceptions =P

*sigh* yet another day just stuck at home, cant do much, Facebook, blog, T.V, comp games, music, facebook again. . . maan most of the time during holis, WHY MUST IT BE LIKE THIS?! ARHGHGHGH!!

but then again, times are awesome during holis, Carla's bday was last night, awesome time in the Truth Triange, Bench of Bonding, Table of Trust, Grass of Gossip, hehe [Alliteration, we are so gnna ace english this year (Y)] heard stories from everyone, ones that usually won't be heard and got to tell a few of mine, and kept some to myself once again, but what really got me was that [yet again] people didn't really care much what i said. . . neither did i LOLOL. cuz it usually doesn't bother me all that much xD. uMmMmm, yeaa. . . nothing else much to say. congrats to Carmelita, and Mr.Labugen. hehe if they are reading this =P

"Reading quotes usually inspire. . .
but this time. . . GO INSPIRE YOURSELF
LOLOL"

GEB-naman Ltd.™

=] Days have its ups and downs. . .

xD. watta weekend!! awesome times at the YFC meeting, inspirational in some ways, i was into playing guitar, and felt it! =P listening to the talks n sharings was like *WOAH!* such a hit in the gut with reality, inporational and uplifting.

ALSO, after that was Akita's party, HEAPS FUN, helped me get over the little embarrasesment i had left in me with dancing, even if it didn't look good! LOLOLOL, mostl likely made a fool of myself hehehe. too the people hu saw. . . WAS I A FOOL?! =D but yet, even in all the fun i had, there was a few things that was (U) heart shattering =[.

"Wishful for the best. . .
and pray for the rest"

GEB-naman Ltd.

Super Glue is terrible...

Last night /this morning, i wanted 2 practice playing guitar. but to my surprise, a piece of it was broken!! T_T. soOoO i went and found some super glue and fixed the lil piece. the thing was, a bit spilt on my thumb and middle finger on my left hand. as i was fixing my guitar, they so happen to touch each other, gluing my two fingers together =P. damn. had to rip it apart, damn hurt!

anyhoo. . . i finished my speech today, finally got it over and done with, was shitting myself if the teacher wud of picked me!! ==". but i did get the courage to volunteer and did it, went for 6 minutes[which is the deadline] but i was no where near finished!! LOLOLOL. i cud of kept going for another 2 minutes think =P. i think i did well, i didn't feel as flustered or embarrassed i usually do, i think im startin 2 actually get confident *strikes pose* xD.

also saw all the peeps down at the Block 2day, caught the bus there this time. xD i swear i need 2 get better jokes, im so damn lame. ==" also met jasmine with the adorable voice *kiligs*

"Courage is not the absence of fear.
tis the presence of fear, but the will to get through it"

[Not my quote] GEB-naman Ltd.™

Coincidences

Anybody else excited for WYD?? cuz i am! xD and im going! YAYUH!! people hu don't go are misisng out, people hu say that WYD is gay are losers cuz they got no idea wat their talkin abt!.
today was the WYD at Livo and we performed, which was aiight. but then again, the songs we played were absolutely gay! the All Saints song was aiight, but the other one was like queer and not straight LOLOL. . . performances was the shiz, primary skool kids break dancing, was freakin awesome, put us to shame! ==""
then came the boring part, Stations of the cross for 2 hours??!! OMGULAY BRO!! but we survived, hehe i got to see Angelique's weird knee trick, her patella was like popping out, was kinda funky to watch =P after it all finished went to maccas, had a feed, went station, caught T-way this time and walk from Cartwright to my place, like a 20 min walk ==". worth the ride though, got 2 hang wif pare', barry, fransxc and tani. and say old peeps david, amanda and this other chick i forgot the name of LOLOL. AND THEN!! as i was walking home, saw Faith and her fren Annie hu was kind enuf to offer a ride home that was about 15 mins walk, but a 2 min drive!! =P. i figured out just now, that if its a short DRIVE, doesn't necessarily mean a short walk LOLOL

and now im tired and gnna go sleep soon maybe xD

"As long as you are here
I don't need Heaven"

GEB-naman Ltd.™

Great day today (Y)

Hehe...handed in my half-ass'ed assignment in today, which i finished last night/ this morning. Was on the computer from Sunday 2pm - Monday 2am. . .it may sound daunting, but think about it... i was on the computer rom 2-2, doesn't necessarily mean im doing work! =P
I eventually finished it though, started off really good, then got lazy in the middle, but in the end was aiight xD.
Today also on my home on the bus, i fell asleep and missed my stop, and when i woke up i was at Green Valley pretty much, had to walk all the way home =] was an enjoyable walk home anyway xD.
Also am excited for the performance we gonna do 2morro, I'm Yours - Jason Mraz for assembly. Sounded really good wen Alex, Boom-Boom and I practiced it, and it'll sound even better on the day xD xD

"Pride is not the opposite of shame...
but it's source"

GEB-naman Ltd.™

Just another day =]

=]. Yeaa. . . today was just another enjoyable day. Came from YFC meeting at Parra and now blogging at my cousins place, watching them being stupid on Wii. Who would of htought that Wii was so enjoyable to just watch? imagining them just playing and not the actual game is amusing.
Im actually trying to keep my homework out of my mind, due on monday, haven't started. . .
BUT! i've got most of it in my head, just gotta write it down xD. SoOoOo i just need to get home and not become distracted by the computer, PSP and guitar and stop procrastinating T_T.

On the way to meeting actually, Sam had a book on quotes on love, quite inspiring, but i forgot most of them T_T so if Sam so happens to read this MSN me ye?! =P

"The best things in life are seen by the eyes,
or heard by the ears. . .
but felt by the heart. "

GEB-naman Ltd.™

=] Procrastinate

maaan! we're so damn good at doing procrastinating. the reason why its gnna be the end of my skool life if i keep it up *sigh*
Got essay due monday, havnt started, and my weekend is packed to the maximum ==".
No clue how im going to cope with it all, its gnna b late nights and early morning for me i guess ^^

Also realized how much music files ive got, i shud really stop "buying" albums and start backing up files just in case it crashes xD. . . and im still trying 2 get a damn music flash box onto this blasted blog!! kekeke.

"Are YOU the type of person. . .
YOU would spend the rest of YOUR life with ?"

GEB-naman Ltd.™

iHate me. . .

FAR OUT!!. . . i hate myself, only when it comes 2 skool =P.
thing is, i wanna do good, but don't put any real effort when it comes down to it, AND IT SHOWS!!
T_T . Crappy Results, Crappy skool, crappy me, *sigh*. . . oh well hehehe.

"Whats lies ahead of you, and what lies behind you. . .
is nothing compared to what lies
within you"

GEB-naman Ltd.™

Excitement Earthquake!!

hehe. . . the week's gonna be an awesome time, filled to the brim with everything! running on a tight schedule =].
yeaa. . . happiest when i'm doing anything other than 1.school or 2. at home.
just came from a camp last week, upcoming camp soon April 18-20 xD (ask me for details)
WYD comin up, shame to all not attending!! like c'mon, this is once in a lifetime chance that WYD is gnna b in Sydney. . . Australia for that matter!! packed week! Sat got a meeting! Sunday Moxie! (hopefully xD)
But all comes crashing down, due to the fact of this stupid assignment i got ==" oh well.
best be going now, so i can stop worrying about this assignment and finish it ASAP.

"Never know until you try. . ."

GEB-naman Ltd.™

GEB-naman Ltd.™ in full swing.

LOL. im finally making this thing actually happen!, GEB-naman Ltd.™!!
Had thought on it a while ago, just making a few origami stuff during class, writing down quotes down, original and from other sources, then scattering them around the school. =].

Gnna try n make an impact. hopefully i do! xD. theres alot of people out there doing similar things, im just another, but maybe. . .

"Walk the path steady, constant and strong,
look back only once your at the end."
GEB-naman Ltd.™

Making the new thing better (Y)

Hehe. . . startin 2 like this blog thing, i used to think of it as a waste of time =P, but look at me now?! hehe

Was talking 2 my gud fren Jelly last night, and came up with a spontaneous line that she happen 2 find quite nice

"A musician without his hearing, can't live" GEB-naman Ltd.

xD. Just an addition to the many corny lines ive got in my mind. i'll slowly give em all out 2 ya soon.
=] Speech on Monday. . . *sigh* speeches, worse nightmare ever, i hate giving formal talks 2 people, can't ever seem 2 get it right. bring back memories of YFC, me giving talks n what not? maan. . . i wish sum1 else volunteered *shame*


Shall go on with my life now, toodles (Y)